my precious

it's totally unbelievable to think that i already have 3 wonderful angels.
they are the best thing that happen to me and their papa. thank Allah for giving us such joy & happiness, bless us with love & affection...

haziq's lucky pipi

berat mata memandang, berat lagi bahu yang memikul.
aku pernah cerita apa sebenarnya yang jadi pada haziq 3 tahun lepas, kecuaian maid mak aku yang telah menyebabkan kerosakan kekal pada pipi kanan haziq.

dulu dia tak faham. tapi sekarang bila dia dah besar & dia dah faham bila org tanya kenapa dgn muka dia, dia mula rasa annoyed & tak selesa. lepas mandi, dia sapu lotion kat pipi dia, dia kata biar pipi dia cantik..
hati aku betul2 tersentuh bila pada satu hari haziq tanya aku samada mama sayang tak pada dia walaupun pipi dia tak mcm pipi zarif.
dengan hati yang sgt2 sebak, aku yakinkan haziq, aku sayang kat dia no matter how he looks like & betapa dia beruntung dapat pipi mcm tu sbb takde org lain yg ada pipi mcm tu kat school kecuali dia je. so, we call it his 'Lucky Pipi'...


aku & zizi tak sanggup nak memikirkan kalau haziq kena ejek dgn kawan2 bila dia mula sekolah standard 1 nanti. aku tak nak bila dia kena ejek, dia akan rasa demotivated atau benci nak pergi sekolah. so, kitorang bawak haziq pergi jumpa plastic surgeon utk dapatkn nasihat & pendapat.
2 org surgeon nasihatkan utk jgn buat surgery sbb keadaan kulit dia sekarang adalah apa yg diorang harapkan utk setiap reconstructive surgery yg diorg buat utk patients yg betul2 ada critical injuries. kalau buat surgery pd haziq, result after surgery maybe lagi teruk daripada condition sekarang. so, aku buat masa ini redha dgn keadaan & cuba bio oil utk baikkan scar haziq. hopefully semakin dia besar, semakin baik lah scar kat lucky pipi dia....

pokok pangkalnya, tuhan aje yg tau mcm mana aku rasa sekarang ni. tapi, aku kena think positif so that haziq akan sentiasa rasa happy dgn his Lucky Pipi..

blog yang diabaikan..

assalamualaikum..
satu ucapan yang sangat sesuai sekali diucapkan kpd blog aku yang dah lama dibiarkan sunyi sepi kesorangan ini. banyak benda yang telah berlaku sejak kali terakhir aku bercerita. banyak yang tak dapat aku nak recall balik satu persatu.

sebagai salam permulaan kepada kehidupan baru blog aku ni, aku nak introduce sorang pahlawan baru yang muncul dalam hidup aku, zizi dan family aku... zarif

dialah edisi aku dan zizi yang terkini. tambah lagi sorang bodyguard aku. kehadiran zarif menambahkan lagi kebahagiaan & keceriaan kami sekeluarga. lagi 3 hari zarif nak masuk 3 bulan. rasa macam baru je semalam aku diusung masuk ke operation room. yep... zarif memberikan aku satu pengalaman baru yang amat luarbiasa sekali.. yang aku sangkakan senang & sekelip mata.. memang pun senang & sekelip mata, tapi kemudiannya... padan muka aku sendiri yang mencari penyakit. well, semuanya dah berlalu & kesakitan yang aku tanggung pun adalah atas pilihan aku sendiri. now i'm back to normal.. syukur lah semuanya dah berlalu.

dari 2 sekarang dah pun 3. mukhriz & haziq dah jadi bang long & bang ngah. zarif completes our little happy family..
welcome to the family my little dimples..

me in twilight mood.....

seriously! dah lama gila aku tak sakbi kan blog aku ni. well, nothing much to talk about actually.. besides being a super lazy preggy mom, of coz. that's the main reason of this long silence actually.

well well well... lately, aku terjebak & terpengaruh dengan kakak aku, buttercup. dia mmg tgh menggila gila read and watch twilight and new moon. at first, aku terpikir.. amenda lah yg dia ni dok syok sgt melayan twilight ni? orang kata, cerita ni cerita utk teenagers. mcm mana lah arkitek tersohor pun boleh melayan kisah cinta kanak2 ribena?? ramalan, kutukan, sangkaan aku amat meleset sekali lepas aku sendiri tengok dvd twilight yg buttercup pinjamkan to me. mmg best lah jalan cerita & sceneries dia. the hero & heroin pun begitu mengancam sekali, terbayang2 mcm aku lah bella & zizi lah edwardku... (ni pembawakan budak ke apa ni?? funny & feeling so childish).


thanks to my personal version of vampire (zizi la tu..), rajin sungguh dia melayan aku tengok dvd twilight tu 3 times and tgk new moon at gsc dataran pahlawan last saturday. thanks to the kiddy vampires yang refused to follow us and chose to stay at my in-laws' place, dapatlah aku bertenet dgn zizi berdua-duaan tgk new moon! (^-^)


now i feel like reading the book! buttercup have been trying to get me to read the books bcoz dia kata baca buku lagi best and detail, but i'm not a reading kinda person actually. looking at the book.. it's as thick as yellow pages! it would take me years to finish reading it... gegegeegeeggggg.. but i'm so tempted!! arrrgghhh...

16 october 2009

last friday was my b'day & i celebrated my b'day with a lot of surprises, joy & love from my good friends, my staffs, my siblings, my children & of coz.. my soulmate. thanx to everyone that remembers and celebrate that special day with me.

keenakan dan kesedapan makanan yg di masak oleh my fashion designer & good friend: KASEH...

this is KASEH. the oh-so-lovely lady yang menjemput 'the melaka glam ladies' (bak katanya) dtg beraya at her house that friday morning & sekali arung Kaseh celebrate my b'day masa tu.. *thanks babe.. serious sedap babe, kau masak.. especially rendang ayam & sambal udang tu. sampai aku bertambah2 tau..*

sweet & lovely birthday cupcakes from Kaseh. begitu sweet sampai tak sanggup nak makan. but when i reach home, haziq dgn rakusnya menerkam tanpa belas kasihan!! the cupcakes taste as good as it looks!

inilah barisan 'the glam ladies kengkonon' tu.. but buttercup (my sister yg arkitek tersohor tu) takde in the picture. dia belum sampai masa ni..

my sister yg blossom tu (alah... yg paling glamer pakai puff sleeve orange tu...) bought a yummy orange cake for my bday.. sedapnya, moist gila!!


lepas dah makan makan & makan sampai senak perutku, i went to office to chk if there's any urgent matters b4 i go to kl and... what a surprise, my staffs buat a bday celebration for me..



dapat a huge gigantic bday card and a sweet wonderful blouse from the staffs.. thx guys..

this is a lovely vintage candy pot from my good friend, liana.

dan akhirnya, yang membuatkan bday aku begitu happening & bermakna sekali, the whole family went to kl to chill out & spend time together.
the last gift that i got on that day is an eternity ring from kekasih hatiku, azizi..
thx so much for this pretty ring. it's my dream ring.
i love you and love it so much!


thx to all for the meaningful and thoughtful gifts and celebration.
love you all!!

senyapku yang bersebab...

i've been quiet, i know... terima kasih banyak2 kepada compact digital camera lama ku yg buat hal. so, nak buat apa2 entry pun boring sbb tak dpt nak add pictures. my DSLR ada, tapi tak kuasa nak angkut ke hulu ke hilir. hari raya haritu pun tak ambik apa2 pictures sbb asyik lupa je nak bwk the DSLR. until finally.. i bought a new lumix dmc-tz7 for myself! yay, now i'm in the mood to update this lonely blog of mine.

tapi, actually there's nothing much going on pun lately. besides weight increasing and body expansion, there's nothing extraordinaryly interesting..
i spent most of my weekends relaxing at home with the family. i enjoy cooking lately, walaupun tak pandai mana pun memasak, i juz open recipe books and hentam keromo. and leave the cleaning and dishwashing part to the maid.

other than that, i'm in process of learning abt my new digital camera. 0f course the picture quality is not as good as my DSLR but it's handy.
captured some kids activities, this and that....

kat atas ni mukhriz yg tgh kebosanan menunggu mama & papa pilih camera.
lepas beberapa percubaan memberontak, merungut & merengek, dia akhirnya
kepenatan & terpelesok kat celah2 rak kedai fotokem tu..
lepas tu kitorang pergi tgk G-Force.

kat bawah ni mukhriz & haziq tengah lepak2 & bergolek2

yang ni haziq punya favourite activity. dia ada workshop kat rumah.
nampak tak sports car subaru impreza (ketera idaman dia) kat atas hydrolic jack?
dia kata dia tgh modify kereta dia.
habis semua harta bendaku dia buat jadi prop dia.

dah time tido, dia nak tutup kedai pakai roller shutter
(psp case yg kaler biru tu is his imaginary roller shutter)
mcm mana keadaan workshop dia masa dia tutup kedai, jgn lah sesekali ubah
position props dia. bangun pagi nanti kalau lain, mesti dia meradang!

ok lah. that's all for now. hope it's not to late to wish all of you out there Selamat Hari Raya 2009 & maaf zahir batin.

life has been miserable!!

it's been so long since i last throw some words in my blog. a lot of things happened the past few weeks. good things, bad things, happy news, bad news... the colors of life.

we celebrated zizi's bday last month 30/7/2009. i gave him a surprise bday present, a racing car seat to pair his existing seat, he liked it so much. besides a surprise for him, i got a wonderful surprise for myself and the family too! we are having a new member in the clan soon!! (^_^)
what a wonderful surprise..
well, that explains all the laziness and my scrabbled-mood for the past few weeks.
now i have a good reason to get fat! woohoo...

that's the good part. now the bad part, the whole family have been sick. fever, flu, cough, sore throat! and the worst thing that happened was both my children, mukhriz & haziq had to be admitted at pantai hospital. mukhriz : confirmed Influenza A positive!! haziq : negative but advised to be treated. haziq's case went worse because his chest x-ray result showed that his lungs has fluids (due to bad asthma) & the doctor said that haziq needs extra attention and treatment to make sure that he won't get pneumonia! God knows how i felt that time.
i became brave like a warrior although inside i felt so scared,
i became strong although inside i felt so weak,
i became energetic although inside i felt so so tired.
i had to fight all negative feelings for the sake of my 2 boys.

thank Allah for giving me and zizi strength and not giving us unbearable sickness, so we could take care of our children at the hospital every second, every minute, everyday for 5 days. my children are now healthy and happy again & they are really happy to be back at home.

"syukur alhamdulillah, ujian yang Allah berikan dapat aku tempuh dengan kesabaran. aku redha segala apa yang berlaku & bersyukur semuanya berakhir dengan kebaikan..."