ten years

21st october 2001

that day... the day that brought an ultimate joy into my life. the day that made me become a brand new person. the day when my better half & i were united as one. that day was a happy ending of my own fairytale..

...and that day was the beginning of my journey in life. the journey with many happiness, laughter and joy. challenges, tears and pain are never being borne alone since that day. i am always being accompanied, being loved, and being taken care of. and the journey keeps on continuing for as long as we shall live, together..

21st october 2011

thank you my love for giving me you

an eternal fairy tale

once upon a time in 1982...

.... and they live happily ever after

21st october 2001

*thank you Allah for making him mine*

happy birthday sweetheart

today, 30th july 2010, is the 34th birthday of someone very special to my heart. he's my best friend, the one that i always turn to for better or for worse. he's the father of my 3 wonderful gifts from Allah, the one that my children respect & admire. he's my azizi, the one that continuously pours his attention, love & affection to my children and i.


i made some cupcakes for his birthday. well, actually he's not a cake-eater, he just doesn't like cakes. but for the sake of showing his appreciation to my effort, he ate 1, the one that has his name on it. thank you my dear..

i also ordered carrot walnut cupcakes from a bakery near ozana, farissha bakery. the cuppies are delicious! we celebrated his bday at our office. thanx to my dear siblings and staffs that joined the micro party.. to my beloved other half, happy b'day & may Allah bless us with more & more love and happiness..

life has been miserable!!

it's been so long since i last throw some words in my blog. a lot of things happened the past few weeks. good things, bad things, happy news, bad news... the colors of life.

we celebrated zizi's bday last month 30/7/2009. i gave him a surprise bday present, a racing car seat to pair his existing seat, he liked it so much. besides a surprise for him, i got a wonderful surprise for myself and the family too! we are having a new member in the clan soon!! (^_^)
what a wonderful surprise..
well, that explains all the laziness and my scrabbled-mood for the past few weeks.
now i have a good reason to get fat! woohoo...

that's the good part. now the bad part, the whole family have been sick. fever, flu, cough, sore throat! and the worst thing that happened was both my children, mukhriz & haziq had to be admitted at pantai hospital. mukhriz : confirmed Influenza A positive!! haziq : negative but advised to be treated. haziq's case went worse because his chest x-ray result showed that his lungs has fluids (due to bad asthma) & the doctor said that haziq needs extra attention and treatment to make sure that he won't get pneumonia! God knows how i felt that time.
i became brave like a warrior although inside i felt so scared,
i became strong although inside i felt so weak,
i became energetic although inside i felt so so tired.
i had to fight all negative feelings for the sake of my 2 boys.

thank Allah for giving me and zizi strength and not giving us unbearable sickness, so we could take care of our children at the hospital every second, every minute, everyday for 5 days. my children are now healthy and happy again & they are really happy to be back at home.

"syukur alhamdulillah, ujian yang Allah berikan dapat aku tempuh dengan kesabaran. aku redha segala apa yang berlaku & bersyukur semuanya berakhir dengan kebaikan..."

ZZ, MLOC & Japan GT 2009

ZZ is a car crazed guy. inspired by japanese. anything about cars can attract his attention. he buys piles of mags about cars, some of them are japanese mags that he can't even read the contents, but by looking at the car pixies, it's good enough for him to study what kind of accessories and what type of mods done by the japanese.. he talks about cars (from engines to accessories) everyday, that made me understand what is piston, con-rod, turbo, racing cam, wastegate, and many many many more....

wondering what MLOC means? it's the short form of Mitsubishi Lancer Owners Club, the car club that ZZ joined since he bought his E9.

Japan GT is a yearly event @ sepang F1 circuit where japanese cars will test their engine setting power and performance thru racing. well, this year's Japan GT was held from 19-21/6/2009. but we normally go to the last day when the race is happening. but i didn't follow ZZ to see the event this year bcoz ZZ's car is stuck in the workshop and he got a ride from his friend. so i juz let him have fun doing boy stuffs on father's day..

he went for a pitwalk where he could see the racing cars rite before his eyes at a very short distance,

...and to get the unforgettable and to-die-for chance to hug that berketul-ketul thing called the michellin mascot. *haiyya... this fatso oso he wants to take picture ah?? take la pictures of keiichi tsuchiya ke, nobuteru taniguchi ke, konichiwa naruto ke.. but hey, look at the back there. japanese people oso like afro style meh? poor that japanese afro dude bcoz ZZ is only interested in the michellin mascot and not him, altough he flew all the way from japan!! hehehhehh.. :)

ZZ had a great & fun time with his friends that day!!

but no matter how much fun he had with his friends that day, he never forget about his family bcoz he came back that nite and brought home a sepang F1 t-shirt for each and everyone of us (me, mukhriz & haziq).

happy father's day, my dear sweetheart..