homemade beefsteak

unbelievably true story... 

so i did it yesterday!! thank you so much to my darling Blossom danau kaseh for inspiring me and sharing the recipe. i had fun trying.. well the gravy that i made yesterday didn't turn out to be 'the award winning gravy' to my other half. so  the next time i do it, i need to do some adjustments here and there. :)

but puas hati gila when the plates are all cleared after dinner. sighhh, pure satisfaction...

baking-on-hold.com

if you guys noticed in my previous posts, i love baking. trying out new recipes is simply cool and entertaining.. but the problem is, i don't just love baking. but i love baking and stuffing my face with all the food i bake. hence, i gained loads of kg.. loads!! my cellulite, pffftt.. i don't wanna mention it! it's awful.

so.. i have decided to take a break from baking. trying hard to lose some weight. (trying hard? yeah right!!). how i wish i just love baking and not eating.. (droooooolsss.....) hahaha...
maybe i should start googling for healthy food recipes instead of all those buttery fattening pastries, cakes and desserts. kan?

as a healthy start, i think i wanna look for oven-baked marinated chicken, beef or fish recipes. (feeling2 mat salleh gitu...). lets visualize what i have in mind...

lets start googling... :)

patience

sometimes, you will face people that treat you like trash. to some people, your values are too cheap that you can simply be kicked and thrown away whenever they want. sometimes people think that you are nothing but just an extra beggage and they will get rid of you although you have done nothing wrong. when you come across this kind of situation, you will feel that you are being used, being stepped, being discriminated and you will feel so stupid. stupid for being too kind and too giving. stupid for being nice to selfish people. maybe Allah is testing your patience...